Archive for August, 2012


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Today our oldest boy who just turned 10 today, decided he wanted to use daddy’s canera phone to snap of a few of some ATV’s that we at the park today.

Sadness

As I lay here wondering what is next, I cry myself to sleep. So many thoughts of, what if I had done this or what if I had done that, would we be where we are tonight. As I type this with tears rolling down my face, I wonder what the Lord has planned for me? I wonder if its my time, I wonder is he testing me or will I ever have what I once did. My heart is broken and have no one to fix it but me with the courage and strength that the Good Lord gives me. I hope my love will never be broken, as it is bending at this time. I love you and you know who you are. My the Heavenly Father, my father, my child who never got to walk this earth as well as all the others who look down upon us from the Heavens guide me is this time of need. I am sorry to those who I have hurt and have confessed my sins to the Lord Alighty. My there be peace in the times ahead that we face!